dreams? ideas and wants for my future?

I don't know

i used to have dreams
i used to want things for future me

i wanted to be a stay at home mom
i wanted to sew for a living

and now i've done that

i wanted to work at the Family Center
and I wondered what it was like to work at a dentist office at the desk

and now i've done that

i wanted to marry a guy that was who God made for me
and now i've done that

i wanted to have multiple kids
and now i've done that

i'm seeing myself pick up pieces from what i used to love
and start loving them again

find the passion for writing
coming back

my passion for research
and information
spiking

*shrugs
who knows
we'll see what happens
we'll see where God takes me
all i know is that right now, my life story is supposed to be told
as i live it