The Mighty Februrary poetry prompt- where can i find courage?

I can find courage
behind my eyelids
when everything around me seems to swirl
and i need a moment of quiet darkness to continue

I can find courage
knowing that inside me
is the will to continue
because God has something for me around every corner
and beyond every step

I can find courage
when my husband holds me
after the tears have started
and defeat sets in
his warmth and love lift me up
and let me know it's ok to fall apart

I can find courage
knowing that there's a purpose for my struggles
and my Father is leading me through all the darkness
to show and to share
and to help people understand
a life of pain
can also be a life of light and peace