gotta do what I gotta do

it’s frustrating dealing with not having the energy to do things i want to, things i like to do. at least at this point, i’ve gotten through my friends sewing order, so i can feel relief from that. and i do. 

so now, it’s just encouraging myself to keep up with the chores and read part of a new book, but then i go to write about something on my blog, and i don’t have feelings that i can pin down, or i don’t know how to relay what i’m feeling. there’s a numbness inside.. and it’s unfortunate and frustrating. 

finding a bit of release using my blog.. 

plugging through