what's one thing in your life that you're proud of?

honestly.. i hard a hard time with this, i think mainly because i have a hard time feelings things.

i have a condition (that's part of being autistic) that's called 

and then there's also


so between not knowing what i'm feeling, the inability to put those feelings into words, and the loss of feeling joy in things that i usually do..

it's hard for me to feel proud of something.
i guess i'm proud of myself for researching and learning these things?