it's not working.
i can think of some things.. but nothing goes beyond a simple thought. it goes away. it won't come to the surface so i can act on it.
i fell mentally and physically stuck.
i did my nails.
that's something.
i took a shower.
i did makeup.
that's something.
i'm going to listen to a speaker at the library tonight about the underground railroad in our town.
that's something.
it's not very far, but i'll still need to hyper focus my mind. so kids will have to be silent in the car.
tonight we'll be watching a movie.
that's something.
i'm going to go try to do the dishes.
they are already soaking.
i just have to pick up my gloves, put them on, and grab the sponge.
i can do it.
i can do it.
i can do it.
no i can't..
(sigh)
i'm trying.
that's something.
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