Worry
Instability
Criticism
Fear
Disbelief
Lack of love
Following the crowd
Disdain
Rejection
Shame
Humiliation
Deception
all of these things come to my mind when i think of doubt. it's such an all-encompassing experience when i feel it, not just a word. it reaches into so many aspects of life. i think this is because when i question something, when i have an answer or a thought, it's very multi-faceted. it takes a lot for me to simplify and clarify the rabbit trails that my mind takes. boiling things down to one aspect is hard, because either i think of way too many and i dont know which one to pick, or my mind is completely blank and i can't think of anything.
so when it comes to doubt, it rabbit trails into every negative part of life imaginable. and it can happen in a matter of seconds. before you know it, I'm completely questioning everything in my life.
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