Struggle

 I always fear that I will fail. And I don’t even always know what i’m failing at. 

I live my life on the edge, constant anxiety, because there’s always something I feel could go wrong, and it’ll be my fault. 

I feel guilty when there is nothing to feel guilty about.

I push through my fears to try to be “normal” or fit in, even though i’m pretty sure i’m not supposed to fit in. I’m just supposed to be me. 

Still on that lifelong journey of finding out who that is. Because I change