I have this constant struggle with myself feeling like I don't want to be recognized for things, I don't want to stand out, I don't want to be pointed out as someone who did something amazing… I want to just fit in and not be noticed. But I feel like the reason God gifted me with what he did… Singing, sewing, a heart for helping people… That I am meant to stand out more. It's definitely an uncomfortable feeling.
I have to keep in mind that being a Christian, my life is definitely not about being comfortable. I have to step out in faith quite a bit and just trust that whatever happens, God's got the best for me.